I work for how many different people or organizations now?
One, Two, Three, Four, Five..... five?!? Work week is now seven days...and then Chris and my plans are in the works. Life has been insane, but in a gloriously wonderful way.
So much is happening - one of the most satisfying being talking to an old* friend last night ... we spent about 10 minutes catching up (after more than a year and half of silence), and then an hour discussing the awe-inspiring nature of physics and the comforting scope of the Universe. Mmm, lovely. There is really nothing which really inspires that good, full-body-happy feeling quite like connecting with someone; Feeling understood; Being Challenged. Learning. Laughing.
Of course, I can't forget that getting that happy feeling has also involved a LOT of surrender on my part...
Sadly, I have not been able to work on as many projects with the new schedule(s) lately... but I do have a work in progress of the face full of Blue-Eyed Optimism which first taught me to just let go a bit:
Hopefully I get a bit more time in the coming weeks to work with Faces, but in the meantime, there's more than enough to do.
And tonight? Well, we'll see.
*by "old" I mean, he's known me since I was 19**, and also.... he must be 40 now, I'm pretty sure.
**holy shit, 19 was a long time ago. (thinks of self at 19): nyaw. (advice for self at 19): breathe more, and crack a smile - i promise it will be okay.
One, Two, Three, Four, Five..... five?!? Work week is now seven days...and then Chris and my plans are in the works. Life has been insane, but in a gloriously wonderful way.
So much is happening - one of the most satisfying being talking to an old* friend last night ... we spent about 10 minutes catching up (after more than a year and half of silence), and then an hour discussing the awe-inspiring nature of physics and the comforting scope of the Universe. Mmm, lovely. There is really nothing which really inspires that good, full-body-happy feeling quite like connecting with someone; Feeling understood; Being Challenged. Learning. Laughing.
Of course, I can't forget that getting that happy feeling has also involved a LOT of surrender on my part...
Sadly, I have not been able to work on as many projects with the new schedule(s) lately... but I do have a work in progress of the face full of Blue-Eyed Optimism which first taught me to just let go a bit:
Going gray and surrounded by ideas. |
And tonight? Well, we'll see.
*by "old" I mean, he's known me since I was 19**, and also.... he must be 40 now, I'm pretty sure.
**holy shit, 19 was a long time ago. (thinks of self at 19): nyaw. (advice for self at 19): breathe more, and crack a smile - i promise it will be okay.
re: self at 19. good advice. listen to Cyndi. she knows what she's talking about.
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